source: Art&Literature, fb.

This feeling when you see more than is shown and can be read,
but at the same time you perception is disturbed
and you are not sure whether you can trust her or not.

Then you come to the point of panic.
Panic based on lack of real perception.

When you don't know how to act,
when you can't speak
because your words seem to be pointless
and your thoughts are cheating on you
so you cannot express anything
without the risk of being exposed to being a fool.

Underground Resistance - Transition

There will come a time in your life when you will ask yourself a series of questions.
Am I happy with who I am?
Am I happy with the people around me?
Am I happy with what I'm doing?
Am I happy with the way my life is going?
Do I have a life or am I just living?
Do not let these questions strain or trouble you just point youself in the direction of your dreams find your strengh in the sound and make your transition.

Do not spend to much time thinking and not enough doing.
Did I try the hardest at any of my dreams?
Did I purposly let others discourage me when I knew I could?
Will I die never knowing what I could have been or could of done?
Do not let these doubts restrain of trouble you just point yourself in the direction of your dreams.
Find your strength in the sound and make your transition.

There will be people who say you can't - you will.
There will be people who say you dont mix this with that and you will say "watch me".
There will be people who will say play it safe, thats to risky - you will take that chance and have no fear.
You wont let these questions restrain or trouble you.
You will point yourself in the direction of your dreams.
You will find the sreangth in the sound and make your transition.

For those who know its time to leave the house and go back to the field.
Find your strength in the sound and make your transition.

It would be so beautiful if I was taught in proper way. Instead of creation I make some nice stuff, but have no idea what is is all about. Thank you Poland...

Passionless, pointless.

I have the best people surrounding me. I was tired, I was upset, I was doubtful (I will share thoughts after the exams), when I got the call: "Are you still alive?" half an hour later, they came, hugged me and gave me a coffee. This is worth living, really.

Day of consciousness issue

There is no coming to consciousness without pain.
Carl Jung

I used to wake up at 4 A.M. and start sneezing, sometimes for five hours. I tried to find out what sort of allergy I had but finally came to the conclusion that it must be an allergy to consciousness.
James Thurber
 

Now, go to the mirror
and look in the eyes of the person
your whole life depends on.

lighter

And then the sky lit up

The sky, my friend

And I'm lighter than I've ever been

Nicolas Jaar - Let's Live For Today #Berlin, 2012# from Marta Romero on Vimeo.

When I think of all the worries people seem to find
And how they're in a hurry to complicate their mind
By chasing after money and dreams that can't come true
(...)
May others plan their future, I'm busy lovin' you

Baby please come close to me
I got to have you now, please, please, please

ohhhhhhhhh

moje oczy są związane
mam skrępowane ręce
zacieśniam supły

krzyczę tak głośno, tak emocjonalnie
moje ciało wije się

wy tego nie usłyszycie
wy tego nie ujrzycie

to mój krzyk
tylko MÓJ